Last night I had a dream, well sort of; it was more of an almost asleep dream. You know that magical place between awake and sleep. Well that’s where I was, and have been most nights for hours; more on that latter. This dream was strange, I was dreaming about writing my blog, but I wasn’t writing like I normally do, it was more of a story/poem. I remember a little of it, and it was a very cool image, but it wasn’t normal for me.
That’s one thing I do like about dreams, they are not normal. Now truth-be-told I hardly ever remember dreams, and when I do remember them it is usually because some problem is on my mind, and the dream is me working it out. So here is the problem, I don’t know what problem it is my mind is working out with a story/poem. That really bugs me, I won’t go crazy over it, and I’ll still sleep (sort of) and life will go on. But I hate not knowing what my own life is doing.
So here is the image (story/poem) from my dream:
I am crushed to mountain side
I feel the rocks crush and slid down my spine, as if the spine of my angel has shattered and is rolling down over me
The weight of my demon is heavy upon me
I feel the weight bearing down on me
Now I saw this and heard all of this, to the best of my memory, so please keep in mind I probably forgot more than I care to remember. But the dream was dark and repressing but also light and up lifting. It left me excited and scarred. Now it could be that I was just overly tired, and my mind was very active, ot it could be a message, it may have meaning. I will not know for some time, of that I am sure. But either way it caught my attention.
So why no sleep as of late, well this is easy to explain, I am taking a drug to help me stop smoking and it is messing with my sleep. I will get back in to a normal sleep pattern soon, don’t know when, but soon, but until then I will enjoy the odd dreams.